Sunday, November 2, 2008

almost there

its monday, 3rd november 2008. its 4 days away from my last 2 papers and the end of university life. cant wait for that day to come. wonder how does it feel when the clock strikes 5.45 pm. hmmm .... this is getting so exciting. BUT !!!!! thats IF everything goes on smoothly. at least IF i feel like it. after exam, have to wait for about 3 weeks before results are released. i guess that will be the most terrible time ever. its either you make it or not at the final moment. if yes, it will be the happiest moment. Or else ........ cant imagine. probably i will just fall apart. living like hell. its like i sooooooo looking forward to that day to actually come but it just look so far. unable to reach it. and this whole thing kept me thinking all the time. wat if this ...... or wat if that ..... haih. this is so distracting. sometimes i just have no idea how to prevent myself from thinking abt it and let things just goes as it is. i guess its easier said than done. haih ..... cant wait to go home. being with my family and friends again.

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